Wednesday, October 28, 2009

(3/4) "have" to be? I dont need attention from anybody and i dont need to go anywhere but say that im acting sick cause of coughing and sneezing but now i kno

(4/4) people are full of shit. They think they know every single thing about someone. Fuck them

(2/4) stop acting sick. That pissed me off why would anybody wanna act sick unless theyre trying to get some attention or dont wanna go some place where they

(1/4) People really bother me especially when they wanna act ignorant. For an example: i got over the flu but im coughing & sneezing a lot. Somebody told me to

(3/3) drama

(2/3) keep going until the other person says something. This part is fuckin twisted--they make it seem like the other person is the problem for all of the

(1/3) What is the point for people to just act stupid? What i mean "acting stupid" is starting shit with people for no reason and the worse part is that they

Ive been out with the flu. My gf said that theres this guy on the news saying if you just got over the flu you probably already had the swine flu.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Now this cat is starting to get on my nerve. I don't know why people like cats in the 1st place. Hell cats are the main animals that are selfish and use people

Sunday, October 25, 2009

A few minutes ago i found a twenty dollar bill & a one dollar bill in my pocket. For some reason that happens a lot. Thats a blessing.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Blocked by war. You have a choice. Choose the good side you hear God's voice. Real love from the heavens. Chanting the 7sign leaving sin behind.

How far can i go in life. Short of breathe. Short life knowing we will all die. I wont cry. And why cry cus we will die in a short time? Death is living.

We are still cleaning up the room. We lifted the bed so we can have more space to clean but still more junk to go through.

Today my gf & i are going to cean up & move the room around. Our room is real small so theres not much to do.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Today seems like a good day. I feel positive. It feels like one of those calm quiet days where you cant find anything good to watch on tv. Those boring days.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I havn't been paying attention to this blog. Iv been working on my survival blog and my survival store. Ive been thinking about volunteering w/ the red cross.

Friday, October 16, 2009

(2/4) The cat is still a kitten so she hasnt really been exposed to outside but she is a stray cat. Some lady had a bunch of cats and decided to throw out 5

(3/4) cats on the street including a kitten just a few weeks old. But my gf's little bro brought the kitten home but he wasnt allowed to keep it so left the

(1/4) I think that our cat terrorizes my girlfriend on purpose just to see her reaction lol. My gf doesnt like being cratched so the cat goes for her feet.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Walking in the wind countless times ive sinned. How scarry is that to know ive been against God all these times? Have no right to cry, living empty and dry.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Last night i wont up finding my cat in my face and she did it again i had my hoody on sleeping and she came to check me out then sshe got hyper & slapped me.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I am finally done with my survival store. Im happy about it. The store is up online. Now people can buy what they need for their safety.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I cant wait to move because by then i can really get out and achieve some goals and have everything that i need to do allover with.

Movies i havnt seen in a while...
1. Batteries not included.
2. Colors
3. Revenge of the nerds
4. Full metal jacket
5. Batman (1989)

Whats your sign?
1. Sun sign? Aries
2. Moon sign? Taurus
3. Rising sign? Scorpio

Today i found an apt online. The area looks nice but it didn't see the price so i'll have to call for it. Ill call this week.

Im watchin this kids show singing "God said to noah build yourself an arky yarky" flanders was singing that on the simpsons i didnt kno its a real song.

Last night I was working on my survival store. I was having some problems. But I ll try to fix it later tonight since today for me and my gf is the sabbath.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Hell comes in many forms. When drama come around my head starts to get warm. a way to stop it is to fight. War is never right........

Thursday, October 8, 2009


My gf thinks that our kitten is crazy. The cat hides and pays under the chair and after my gf sits down our cat jumps out attacking her feel. Then the cat sleeps in the chair and when we pass the chair while the cat is sitting in it the cat will start hissing and trying cratch us. To me it funny but to my gf its kind of a problem.


I am almost finished with my survival blog. It just needs some final touches. I hope it really helps people.


My friend invited my gf and i to go with him to this parkour/freerun event. Now i can see how its done up close. the event will be at ucla on the 11th or the 12th.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


World war III

Ww3 is in the air. But right now most people don't seem to care. Bombs are getting ready to drop. Burning crops; no food to eat. Contaminated water nothing to drink. Every building will have natural heat. Corpses invites more death upon the living. Man and man enjoys the art of killing.

Past life

I have a friend that is psychic. He said that him, my gf and i knew each other in my past life during 1860s. He and i were forced to be in the confederate army in TN. We had deserted and hid in different locations. my leg got injured and i went up to ohio and my gf was a nurse. She took care of me when i was hurt. My firend hid in the south until the war ended. For some how i wrote him and it took 2 years to find me. My friend said all he had to do was look up the nurse's name and he would find me. After that all 3 of us lived together for a while. the funny thing about now and my past life is that i wanted to join the Marine corps and when i was 6 years old my leg was paralyzed from being in a car accident. Then in my past life i was in the military and my leg got injured. Thats crazy!


I usually shave with an electric shaver because under my chin is real sensitive with regular razor blades. So i noticed that my electric shaver doesn't cut as close as it used to. It started leaving my face bushy like i didnt even shave my face. So ima get new shaver soom as i get more cash.

Bloody hands i see. looking around, body parts laying in the streets. Debris of fallen buildings no trees. WW3 could this be a dream.......

Last night i signed up to this health thing with subway i think. It said that i need to gain about 14 lbs. Im known to be a featherweight lol.

Last friday a guy my gf & i kno told us that theres an 3 br apt avail'. We signed papers but the manager of the apts didnt keep us up to date on whats going on.

Anger towards me. Put me in the hot seat, but why? Why cut out your tongue to refuse to tell me whats wrong? Not fare at all. Still i stand strong.

Time, time & time agaiin. Everything fills itself with sin. but we try and do what we can. Life is a big mystery we cannot fully understand.

Can tell frustration flows inside your heart. Let go whatever it may be. Its no good not worth the time air your life. just let it go.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

When will i find paradise within these lands? hard like trying to get out of the quicksand. Overwelmed trying to understand paradise is where i stand.

Life is hard as stone. Others dont understand each other no wonder people feel so much alone.

Hellhounds hunting our souls like a sport. Hanging us from depression, confusion & frustration. Tempting the mind, the heart leading us from salvation.

(4/4) fit for military service thats bullshit.

(3/4) severe head injury is unft for military service for 10 years or something. Im 25 yrs old and i had a head injury when i was 6 that 19 yrs ago and im not

(2/4) operations. They rejected me because i have a head injury since i was 6 yrs old. I looked at the neurology paper. It said that for someone with a

(1/4) I use to feel out of pace like i didn't kno what to do. But i always wanted to join the Marine Corps. I wanted to be in the force recon- special

I am completely out of shape. Which i need to get back into. Like a year ago i could do pushups with any trouble . Now its just hetic.


Heres another one where i had the picture phone in her face and she tried to take it. Matter of fact she scratched up my hands lol i gotta train her.

Nice one

This was taken today. She likes looking through the screen door. At this time she was trying to catch a fly. She kinda made me mad cause she went behind the fridge had no buisness back there.

A Silent Night

Sneaking through enemy lines.
Stocking the sleeping lives.

waken by a bright light in their

Dripping blood the silent dies

A victory in a silent night.
No sadness, no cries.

Bloodshed is now within
the skies.

What are you lookin' at!

This cat is so nosy. She can't mind her own business.

Yesterday i set up my gf blogger to her cell. Now she has more things to do at work. Today she just started her 1st mobiile blogger.

Most of the night ive been looking for templates /backgrounds for my blog i cant find any and chacing this cat aaround..... My head hurt!

We are all falling to pieces. only prayer can keep life in tact. Man against man is so sad. Wheres the good life we once had?

Monday, October 5, 2009

New Message

Here our new kkitten stela. She real hyper. I play with her a lot to slow her down a bit til she gets tired shes hella funny

New Message

Just testing out the image for my blog. No biggy

Being in love is a wonderful things. Two people loving one another make the heart sing and passion ring. To some love can seem like a dream.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Today my gf and i might go get a lotto ticket. I hope we win. That would be hella crazy if we do.

Friday, October 2, 2009

My girlfriend usually comes home stress but now scense we have a kitten, her stress level will stay low.